I wonder sometimes at the frail, futility of life. There is no meaning to a humans existence. Yet humanity idealises time, and action with emotional certainty and faith to create some reason to exist at all.
In the end all we have is the reality that we are all going to die. In this all men are made equal. Nobody escapes Death. All a person can do is embrace life; in all its terrors, hurt, pain, joy and wonder. Relationships are not black and white. Love is not linear or bound by rules; merely by loyalty and obligation.
I find it difficult to be haunted by regret, and I dont ever feel guilty. Yet I still feel sad at the loss of my innocence; Something I watched go, with gentle excitement and trepidation and I am only beginning to mourn now, having seen what I have seen.
In leaving you I have damaged myself, somehow feeling I have walked out of the light and into the darkness. I am standing before a barren landscape filled with emptiness. For I know I have lost something irreplaceable even though I knew that at some point it would go.
In the years to come I may regret the decisions I have made. And that will be telling indeed...
"Until now, I knew this of myself That if you had thrown yourself down Into
the lion’s den My..."
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Until now, I knew this of myself
That if you had thrown yourself down
Into the lion’s den
My brother I’d follow you in
Perhaps I lack some foresight (shou...
7 years ago
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